The
question goes beyond old blocks of stone, laid one of top of another to
form an old wall. To look at it this way is to be sadly shortsighted.
Those stones are valuable precisely because together, they form part of a
great wall, which in turn forms part of an ancient Church. It is this
Church in its entirety, in its structural integrity and wholeness that
we aspire to conserve and protect. Can we
say that it remains whole if a part is removed or destroyed? If the
part that is removed gives way to a new part, are we not creating a new
wholeness, different from what it used to be?
If we dare remove
and change significant names, dates, places and events from our history
books, are we not in effect altering history? And if we do, will there
not be consequences? Will we not defile our understanding of our
collective journey of pain, pride and progress as a people? Will we not
ultimately blur and distort our understanding of ourselves -- who we are
and what we have become because we had the shameless boldness to change
the stories about what and who we once were?
Is this the way
we aspire to go with the Church of San Policarpo? This old temple is not
only a mute witness to Cabuyao history...in a larger and equally
meaningful sense, it is history itself. We have dared change it in the
past...and proceeded to change it yet again, and again. Today, efforts
are underway to change it one more time. When will we ever stop? When
this old Church is no more? When we have changed it beyond collective
recognition? When we gaze at it and see nothing in it that reminds us of
the sublime meanings that once illuminated our proud sense of history
and identity as Cabuyeños?
When we do, and reach a point of no
reversal in the changes we have made and persevere to make, then there
will be no restoration possible. We can pull our hair, heave and sigh
and cry till the heavens fall, but then there will be no point in our
regret and sorrow...because I fear that by then, God forbid, what we
have lost, what we have destroyed, will be gone forever!
November 16 at 11:23pm · If we dare remove and change significant names, dates, places and events from our history books, are we not in effect altering history? And if we do, will there not be consequences? Will we not defile our understanding of our collective journey of pain, pride and progress as a people? Will we not ultimately blur and distort our understanding of ourselves -- who we are and what we have become because we had the shameless boldness to change the stories about what and who we once were?
Is this the way we aspire to go with the Church of San Policarpo? This old temple is not only a mute witness to Cabuyao history...in a larger and equally meaningful sense, it is history itself. We have dared change it in the past...and proceeded to change it yet again, and again. Today, efforts are underway to change it one more time. When will we ever stop? When this old Church is no more? When we have changed it beyond collective recognition? When we gaze at it and see nothing in it that reminds us of the sublime meanings that once illuminated our proud sense of history and identity as Cabuyeños?
When we do, and reach a point of no reversal in the changes we have made and persevere to make, then there will be no restoration possible. We can pull our hair, heave and sigh and cry till the heavens fall, but then there will be no point in our regret and sorrow...because I fear that by then, God forbid, what we have lost, what we have destroyed, will be gone forever!
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